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Daniel stared at the ceiling of the alien glider, which Bra'tac and Teal'c had organized. They were still a long way away from their destination. He looked at Jack, who sat huddled in a corner, arms across his chest as though to protect himself.
From time to time their gazes met and they smiled sadly at each other. They knew they had to keep apart because they weren't sure how the others would react if they found out the two of them were involved in a sexual relationship.
Daniel searched through his memories, hoping to find something that could help them in their current situation. Everything he saw seemed to be in slow motion:
"Well if Jack is not going then I have to stay."
He could remember exactly the moment when he'd said that five years ago. Janet - Daniel sighed heavily at her memory- had just told them that Jack could die and he'd looked so lost and forlorn, just as he did right now.
"...and bottom line, Sir, what about Jack? I mean right now I'm possibly his only hope for communicating in any kind of serious level, I CAN'T leave him like this...and I won't."
Daniel thought of the weird glances he had got from everyone around the table when he'd said that back then. Even from Jack. Daniel knew now that he had probably loved Jack already. He just hadn't realized.
For now Jack seemed to be asleep, his head was turned to the wall.
Daniel got up from his seat and half sat, half laid against the boxes which where stuffed in front of Jack's feet. The linguist tried to touch not too much of Jack's legs but he sat down and tried to make it look as if they'd entangled their feet accidentally while asleep. There wasn't much room in the storage chamber and it was difficult but at least he had made some bodily contact.
He simply needed to.
This pulled heavily at him –physically and mentally. He'd hoped they'd get some peace after Janet's death, but all they got was more trouble. He felt absolutely powerless, and it occurred to him that he was getting tired of saving Earth. But they were the only people who were able to do it so they had no choice.
It was an awful circle he had started so many years ago.
Sam walked restlessly around the space ship. There was nothing for her to do. Bra'tac and Teal'c were directing the glider through orbit. The Colonel was busy with the new rings, and Daniel was translating as much of the Ancient stuff as he could.
Sam thought she should do some important calculations too, but she simply couldn't. She was worried about her superior officer...about her friend. He'd almost died the last time he'd had an encounter with such an ancient repository.
Sam had admitted to herself a long time ago that she felt more for the Colonel then just friendship. And, stupidly, she'd discovered the same feelings for Daniel. He'd been gone for a whole year, and she'd felt an emptiness inside which had only disappeared after Daniel had descended and made her life whole again with his smile and his discussions. Finally she had her powerful but gentle scientific soul mate back.
At first it had been hard to be with them all the time when she knew there was no possibility for more than friendship. But she had grown used to it. Her own hand and a real large dildo gave her some pleasure while thinking of one or the other of them. Sometimes both...
When she rounded the corner of the storage room she almost couldn't suppress her astonished gasp.
What she saw upset her, but she couldn't tear her eyes away.
Jack and Daniel lay on their sleeping bags, facing each other. Daniel had his eyes closed, probably sleeping. But the Colonel was caressing his face.
Sam stood silently and watched Jack's movements. The fingertips, which she wished so much would stroke her, touched Daniel's cheek, caressing it for several seconds before moving to outline the pouting full lips. Again and again.
Sam saw a tiny smile scramble to the surface of Daniel's face and knew the archaeologist wasn't asleep. It became even more obvious when Daniel's tongue came out and he licked Jack's thumb, which brought a deep groan from both of them.
Sam suppressed a sad sigh. This was heart wrenching. She couldn't see the Colonel's face but to see his hand move ever so gently over Daniel's bare arm, lingering and stroking the muscle, made her shudder.
Daniel's hand came up and Sam saw it move over Jack's short hair. The men moved even closer to each other. Daniel's eyes opened, but Sam knew he couldn't see her because she was in the dark shadow and he didn't have his glasses on.
Sam held her breath. Oh god, no! She didn't trust her eyes. Her friends had started to kiss. She wasn't sure if she should be disgusted or turned on. In fact it was an incredible sight.
Daniel bent over Jack and turned him onto his back, licking his eyelids and lips. Jack's response was to open his mouth wide and suck Daniel's tongue right in, hugging him as close as possible at the same time.
Sam wanted to turn away. All her hopes of a relationship with one of these guys were fading away. She realized, without a doubt, that what she saw in front of her, was love. They wouldn't be doing this for fun. Definitely not. The colonel wasn't like that and neither was Daniel. Jack wouldn't risk his career for her, but he would do it for Daniel. Sam almost sobbed with the knowledge.
But then, he wasn't in charge of SG1 anymore...
The two men rolled onto their sides again. Sam saw Daniel's hands on Jack's ass and also that Jack's hand had left Daniel's arm and was probably pressed to the other man's butt too.
Jack's sensations seemed to be enhanced as well, or was it only because they were so desperate? He felt Daniel's hands burn through his BDU's, and when he touched Daniel's covered cock with his he shuddered all over.
Jack couldn't speak anymore. The languages were all mixed up in his brain, but his heart was almost bursting with love for the man he held in his arms.
He couldn't stop kissing him, eating him alive. They rubbed and pressed and moved against each other. Jack felt Daniel's hand slipping beneath the waistband of his pants. Jack accidentally bit him when he felt the warm hand against his naked skin. He didn't care that someone could surprise them while doing this.
He'd be dead soon anyway.
Jack felt a gentle finger move between his butt cheeks. He groaned into the mouth that was devouring him powerfully, and swung his leg over Daniel's. The gentle finger begged for entrance into his body, stroking, nudging, and slowly circling over his tight hole.
He moved his hand into Daniel's pants too. He did it from the front and lusciously stroked along the whole length of the hard erection. Daniel broke the kiss for a second so he could gasp. The finger that slid over the head of his cock was almost too much. He wanted to be free of his clothes but he knew they couldn't do THAT. So he hastily shoved his free hand into Jack's pants and grabbed his penis into his fist.
The action made Jack thrust backwards and he impaled himself onto Daniel's finger at the same time as he pushed his own finger straight into Daniel's anus.
"YEAH!" Daniel couldn't keep quiet, so Jack captured his mouth again with his lips and kissed him. Everything was tangled now and they were like a big sweaty ball, thrusting, rubbing and pulling at, and into, each other.
They were lost in sensation.
Sam couldn't believe what she was seeing in front of her. Her friends had sex with each other?
Her team leader?
WITH A MAN?
She'd never expected to see something like this, but she had to admit it was hot. She was a voyeur but she was terribly turned on by watching them. She couldn't see what the men were doing to each other inside their pants but she had a pretty good idea.
Her mouth was open and she licked her lips, moving one of her hands inside her BDU's. She put one hand between her legs and the other hand inside her jacket. She stroked her nipples like in trance and felt for her clit. Her lips were wet already and she started to rub herself while watching the men.
It was incredibly erotic.
And when the two men in front of her came, she bucked too, biting her lip, tears rolling over her cheeks, her fingers deep inside of her almost dripping opening.
Oh bittersweet pleasure.
After that there wasn't time to think about sex anymore. The danger of their work needed their full attention.
And they were successful.
SG-1 destroyed the mighty Goa'uld, Anubis.
But they didn't have time to celebrate.
Jack passed out after he had released all of the golden glistening lights.
Teal'c had to carry him to the sleeping chamber they had seen before.
And there Jack stood, watching his friends one after the other, his eyes holding Daniel's when he whispered, "Aveo, amacus."
"Good bye." Daniel translated in a hushed tone and swallowed. He didn't add that it meant, good bye my lover. He didn't want to hurt the other's feelings although he was hurting so badly himself.
"We can't just leave him like this. There has to be a way to reverse the process. The answer has to be here somewhere!" Sam tried to hide it but she was almost beside herself.
"I don't think this is it, Sam." Daniel had already forgotten the success they had just had a minute ago.
His lover was dying.
"What do you mean?" Sam wasn't able to think straight.
"The dome is too small. It's like Teonas. It's obviously not a city. It's just an outpost of some kind." Daniel's mind was racing. He didn't want this to be the end. There MUST be a solution again.
"This isn't Atlantis?" The major looked from Daniel to Teal'c. She was doubtful and disappointed.
"I don't think so." Daniel sadly shook his head.
"If this is not the lost city, then where is it?" Teal'c asked, finally able to say something.
Sam stepped close to the strange chamber and without thinking, caressed the ice through which Jack was still visible, his eyes open but dull.
"But...but..." She suddenly sniffed, her military manners forgotten, "I...I love him."
Daniel barely understood her. He swallowed hard and stared into the weird looking eyes of Jack too, then he caught her and hugged her. After all she was his friend too. He desperately needed a hug and she DID hug him back.
"I know." Daniel felt her body shake with heavy sobs, but he had to let out what was inside him too. "I...I love him too..." He smeared his own single tear away with the back of his hand.
"I know." Sam rubbed his back comfortingly. "Isn't that unfair? We saved the world for the thousandth time and what do we get? NOTHING! NO! We LOSE the people we love. Damn." She moved away from his arms, angry and military again.
Daniel almost stumbled but there was another hand that supported him, who had always caught him.
His eyes were glistening too but he knew he had to get them back under control, and said, "We must find the Lost City."
Daniel and Sam sighed heavily, nodding their heads in agreement.
"After all he said, "sleep" when he saw the chamber..." Daniel sounded a bit more hopeful when this thought entered his mind. And then he realized that Sam had said nothing about his statement that he loved Jack too...
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