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Ishmael

Atlantis
Date Archived: Apr 11, 2007
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, AU, First Time, H/C (Emotional)
Season/Episode: Future Time
Size: 13kb
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Adult Themes
Spoilers: Echoes

Summary: Rodney has never viewed himself as a particularly self-sacrificing person, but standing in his burning city, watching the last jumper headed for the mainland take off into the night sky, he finds that what he feels is more relief than fear.

While You Were Sleeping SGA Redux

Atlantis
Date Archived: Apr 11, 2007
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: AU, First Time, Humor, Romance
Season/Episode: Any
Size: 151kb
Rating: R
Warnings: None
Spoilers: McKay And Mrs. Miller

Summary: Rodney McKay is an ordinary guy who just happens to rescue the woman he loves. Kinda. Now she's in a coma and her family thinks they're engaged except for her brother, John. And that's not the only problem

Ghost Writer

Atlantis
Date Archived: Apr 3, 2007
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: AU, First Time, Romance
Season/Episode: Any
Size: 30kb
Rating: R
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None

Summary: It kind of started with the steam disappearing from his coffee mug.

Incorporating A Few Slight Adjustments

Atlantis
Date Archived: Apr 3, 2007
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: AU, Episode Related, First Time
Season/Episode: McKay And Mrs. Miller
Size: 16kb
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Spoilers: McKay And Mrs. Miller

Summary: The first time Rod told his Sheppard where he could stick his MENSA meetings, it was both frightening and exhilarating.

Day One    Part: 1/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: Dec 29, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: A/A, Angst, Drama, Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 26kb
Rating: R
Warnings: Adult Themes, Disturbing Images, Intense Situations
Spoilers: Lots

Summary: Rodney is being culled. It gets downhill from there

Day Two    Part: 2/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: Jan 5, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Drama, Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: The Hive
Size: 22kb
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Adult Themes, Disturbing Images, Intense Situations
Spoilers: None

Summary: While Rodney makes his way back to civilization, John starts on a rescue mission.

Day Three    Part: 3/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: Jan 12, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Drama, Hurt, Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 22kb
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Adult Themes, Intense Situations
Spoilers: Lots

Summary: As Rodney struggles to get home, John just wants to be as far away from it as possible

Day Five    Part: 4/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: Jan 18, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Drama, Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: After The Hive
Size: 20kb More Info
Dear reader, I owe you an explanation and an apology. *sighs*
Let's start with the latter: Kath very helpfully pointed out that I really messed up (thank you!). Um. I kinda may have, probably, completely unintentionally, invented the Wraith Dart Mark II. This amazing piece of technology is slightly larger than your average dart (but smaller than a cruiser) and has about as much cargo space as a puddle jumper for the transportation of, uh, canned goods. Why the creators of the show have withheld it from us until now, I do not know. Ahem. Okay, yes, so maybe I forgot that a Wraith dart has only room for a pilot and nothing else at all and I'm terribly, horribly sorry for that. Feel free to frown meaningfully at me to your heart's content.

So, on to the explanation: In my little corner of the universe, Atlantis does not investigate each unscheduled offworld activation. I could tell you that, in my opinion, it's just too risky to even send a M.A.L.P. on those occasions, because incoming wormholes from unknown planets mean you don't know who opened them (d'uh, I know). It could be the Genii, or Wraith worshippers, or even less pleasant people. I could tell you that I always thought that the Wraith must be trying to dial in during the time between the episodes, because they have to know the Atlantean Gate address (feel free to send me an email to discuss this). But mainly, Atlantis doesn't send a team to Rodney's planet for the sake of drama. This is my fanfic, after all. ;)


Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Adult Themes, Disturbing Images, Intense Situations, Mention of Torture
Spoilers: Lots

Summary: Fever, tears, and memories

Day Eight    Part: 5/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: Jan 20, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: A/A, Angst, Drama, H/C (Emotional), Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 22kb
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Adult Themes, Sad
Spoilers: None

Summary: Rodney tries to cope, John tries not to break down.

Day Seventeen    Part: 6/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: Jan 26, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: A/A, Angst, Drama, Friendship, H/C (Emotional), Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 22kb
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None

Summary: Rodney is settling down, while John gets into trouble with Zelenka.

Day Thirty-six    Part: 7/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: Jan 31, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Drama, Friendship, H/C (Emotional), Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 21kb
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None

Summary: Life in the Middle Ages isn't easy. Neither is life with Radek.

Day Fifty-one    Part: 8/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: Feb 7, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: A/A, Angst, Drama, H/C (Emotional), Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 17kb
Rating: R
Warnings: Violence
Spoilers: None

Summary: Impending insanity, and an offworld mission gone south.

Day Eighty-nine    Part: 9/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: Feb 15, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: A/A, Angst, Hurt, Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 22kb
Rating: R
Warnings: Disturbing Images, Violence
Spoilers: None

Summary: Rodney finally gets to the dart. John snaps.

Day One-hundred    Part: 10/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: Mar 3, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Friendship, H/C (Emotional), Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 25kb
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None

Summary: Rodney celebrates. John pays a visit.

Day One-hundred And Twenty-seven    Part: 11/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: Mar 10, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Drama
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 18kb
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Adult Themes
Spoilers: None

Summary: John is getting better. Rodney - not so much.

Day One-hundred And Forty-two    Part: 12/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: Apr 19, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Drama, Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 25kb
Rating: R
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None

Summary: Rodney learns to love long hikes, John has trouble with a mission.

Day One-hundred And Forty-three    Part: 13/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: Apr 26, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Friendship, H/C (Emotional), Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 33kb
Rating: R
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None

Summary: Home.

Day One-hundred And Forty-four    Part: 14/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: May 5, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, First Time, Friendship, Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 52kb
Rating: R
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None

Summary: They're both really bad at talking.

Night One    Part: 15/15 of But Never The Nights

Atlantis
Date Archived: May 16, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: First Time
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 13kb
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None

Summary: The final part: All's well that ends well?

I, A Knife's Blade    Part: 1/2 of Knife's Blade

Atlantis
Date Archived: Apr 13, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Drama, Friendship, Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 18kb
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Adult Themes, Character Death, Dark, Disturbing Images, Intense Situations, Sad
Spoilers: None

Summary: John has done a lot of things. Getting rid of the Goa'uld that has taken over Rodney is possibly the hardest.

Blunted Edge    Part: 2/2 of Knife's Blade

Atlantis
Date Archived: Apr 13, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, First Time, H/C (Emotional)
Season/Episode: Season 2
Size: 24kb
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Adult Themes, Sad
Spoilers: None

Summary: John discovers that there's more than one kind of withdrawal. Rodney fights what was left behind.

Far Ahead The Road Has Gone

Atlantis
Date Archived: Mar 17, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Drama, Episode Related, First Time, H/C
Season/Episode: The Siege part 3
Size: 76kb
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Adult Themes, Intense Situations
Spoilers: None

Summary: With the Wraith on their way back and John too stubborn to listen, Rodney takes desperate measures. Please note that this takes places directly after Siege 3, so John's still a Major.

Live Life Ordinary

Atlantis
Date Archived: Jan 17, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: A/A, AU, First Time, Humor
Season/Episode: Any
Size: 25kb
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Kidnapping, Torture
Spoilers: None

Summary: Getting kidnapped sucks. Getting kidnapped and locked up together with a suicidal idiot who insists on taking a bullet for you sucks even more. And what really, really sucks is not even getting your chocolate.

Answer Man

Atlantis
Date Archived: Jan 2, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: First Time, Friendship, H/C (Emotional), Romance
Season/Episode: Season 1
Size: 23kb
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Adult Themes
Spoilers: Rising part 1, Rising part 2

Summary: John needs something to keep him grounded.

Basics

Atlantis
Date Archived: Jan 2, 2006
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Established Relationship, Hurt, Vignette
Season/Episode: Any
Size: 3kb
Rating: R
Warnings: Adult Themes, Character Death, Dark, Homicide, Sad, Suicide
Spoilers: The Siege part 3

Summary: Rodney is human like everybody else.

Trinity's Fall    Part: 1/3 of Trinity's Fall

Atlantis
Date Archived: Dec 13, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Episode Related, Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Trinity
Size: 4kb
Rating: PG
Warnings: Suicide
Spoilers: The Storm, Trinity

Summary: Rodney thinks he's tried hard enough by now

Trinity's Suspension    Part: 2/3 of Trinity's Fall

Atlantis
Date Archived: Dec 15, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Episode Related, H/C (Emotional), Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Trinity
Size: 5kb
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Spoilers: Trinity

Summary: Well, yes. It's good to be alive. Right

Trinity's End    Part: 3/3 of Trinity's Fall

Atlantis
Date Archived: Dec 16, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Comfort, Episode Related, First Time, Friendship, H/C (Emotional)
Season/Episode: Trinity
Size: 6kb
Rating: PG
Warnings: Adult Themes
Spoilers: Trinity

Summary: Revelations and surprises to conclude Rodney's really awful day

The Formula Of Perfection

Atlantis
Date Archived: Dec 9, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Episode Related, Friendship, Humor
Season/Episode: Rising part 2
Size: 13kb
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Spoilers: Rising part 1, Rising part 2

Summary: How John put his team together.

Watch Your Friend Die    Part: 1/7 of You Know You Screwed Up When You...

Atlantis
Date Archived: Nov 9, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: A/A, Angst, Drama, Friendship, H/C, Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 1
Size: 6kb
Rating: PG
Warnings: Intense Situations, Language, Violence
Spoilers: None

Summary: With a serious error in judgement, John condemns Rodney to death.

Can't Figure It Out    Part: 2/7 of You Know You Screwed Up When You...

Atlantis
Date Archived: Nov 10, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Drama, Friendship, H/C, Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 1
Size: 11kb
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None

Summary: Rodney tried really hard not to panic. Even if he had just cut off the Major's air supply.

Recognize Your Failure    Part: 3/7 of You Know You Screwed Up When You...

Atlantis
Date Archived: Nov 18, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Hurt, Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 1
Size: 7kb
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Spoilers: Underground, The Storm, The Eye

Summary: It's a pretty lame epiphany. But it stings.

Can't Let Go    Part: 4/7 of You Know You Screwed Up When You...

Atlantis
Date Archived: Nov 21, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Angst, Friendship
Season/Episode: Past Time
Size: 7kb
Rating: PG
Warnings: Torture
Spoilers: The Eye

Summary: They had done the coma routine before

Show Too Much    Part: 5/7 of You Know You Screwed Up When You...

Atlantis
Date Archived: Dec 1, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Friendship, Pre-Slash
Season/Episode: Season 1
Size: 6kb
Rating: PG
Warnings: None
Spoilers: Underground, The Storm, The Eye

Summary: Absence makes the heart grow... worried?

Start To Feel Really Stupid    Part: 6/7 of You Know You Screwed Up When You...

Atlantis
Date Archived: Dec 6, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: First Time
Season/Episode: Season 1
Size: 10kb
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None

Summary: So he hadn't noticed the Major looking at him like he was the best thing since sliced bread. Big deal

Lose Yourself    Part: 7/7 of You Know You Screwed Up When You...

Atlantis
Date Archived: Dec 8, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Established Relationship, PWP
Season/Episode: Season 1
Size: 13kb
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Adult Themes
Spoilers: None

Summary: Rodney tries to be patient. He even manages. Almost.

The Absence Of Sound

Atlantis
Date Archived: Dec 2, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: Drama, Established Relationship, First Time, Hurt, Romance
Season/Episode: Any
Size: 3kb
Rating: R
Warnings: Character Death
Spoilers: Hide and Seek

Summary: As long as Atlantis sings, all is right with the world. So what if it stops?

What Do You Know?

Atlantis
Date Archived: Nov 7, 2005
Pairing: McKay/Sheppard
Categories: First Time, PWP
Season/Episode: Season 1
Size: 9kb
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: None
Spoilers: None

Summary: John asked in all innocence